Northwestern Insider Volume 2, Issue 1 cover featuring Patty Ouska’s colorful dreamcatcher and butterfly artwork titled Our Past, Present, Future.
Cover art by Patty Ouska.

Volume 2 · Issue 1 · 2025

Vol. 2, Issue 1

Stories and art about health, loss, healing, education, justice, and the lives that hold a community together.

In this issue

Page numbers match the print edition

In Loving Memory: Katrina Giles

  1. To Our NPEP Community

    Jennifer Lackey

    Page 2
  2. Behind the Canvas: ‘In Loving Memory of Katrina Giles’

    Juan Garnica

    Page 3
  3. A Radiant Light, Gone Too Soon

    The Logan Community

    Page 5
  4. Memories That Endure

    13 contributors

    Page 6
  5. In Memory of Katrina, From Her NPEP Brothers

    21 contributors

    Page 12
  6. For Katrina

    Erika Ray

    Page 16

Front matter

  1. To Our NPEP Community

    Tony Triplett

    Page 23

Health & wellness

  1. Grief & Captivity

    Elbonie Burnside

    Page 27
  2. Running Scared

    D.C. Crite

    Page 28
  3. Uncertain Waters

    Anthony Ehlers

    Page 29
  4. The Last Goodbye

    Craig Harvey

    Page 32
  5. How Fasting Saved My Life

    Michael Jorgensen

    Page 34
  6. Will the Suffering Ever End?

    Jamal “Cincere” Jones

    Page 36

Profiles & interviews

  1. The Lady Behind the Lens: Monika Wnuk

    Tony Triplett

    Page 38
  2. Illinois State Senator Rachel Ventura

    Lynn Green

    Page 40
  3. Northwestern Professor Marquis Bey

    Joyce McGee

    Page 43
  4. Inside of Rigidly Cogent Binary Illusions

    Erika Ray

    Page 46

Columns

  1. Reviews: The ‘Slave Patrols’ and Modern-Day Policing

    Ramon “Ben Khayil” Montague

    Page 48
  2. Motivation: Paycheck to Paycheck

    Flynard “Fly” Miller

    Page 49

Restorative justice

  1. Spirituality: Forgiveness & Grace

    William “Shafiq” Peeples

    Page 51
  2. How We Heal

    Abdul-Malik Muhammad

    Page 77
  3. How Do You Heal? A Community Prompt

    27 contributors

    Page 78
  4. A Survivor's Guilt

    Donnell Green · Illustrated by Jason Gorham

    Page 85
  5. 12 Years of Survivor's Guilt

    Tevin Louis

    Page 86
  6. Forgive and Forget—Or Just Move On?

    Mark “Yohanon” Dixon

    Page 87

Inside the classroom

  1. Op-Eds Through Their Eyes

    Michael Deas

    Page 53
  2. Mommy, Help!

    Todd Mandoline

    Page 54
  3. Life, Death, and a DNR

    Michael Jorgensen

    Page 56
  4. The Psychological Effects of Solitary Confinement

    “Karim” James Hale

    Page 58
  5. Black, Brown, and State Blues

    Ian Valencia

    Page 60
  6. The Legal System's Role in Perpetuating Disparities

    Yaphet Davis

    Page 62
  7. How Are We to Judge Policing in Urban Communities?

    Paul Forbes

    Page 64

Poetry

  1. A Decade of Pain

    Miguelangel Garcia

    Page 67
  2. What You Made Me

    Anthony Ehlers

    Page 68
  3. Naked

    D.C. Crite

    Page 69
  4. Pressure Valve

    Bryan “Ben Isreal” Dean

    Page 70
  5. Shackles

    Chelsea Raker

    Page 71
  6. Mirrors

    Elbonie Burnside

    Page 74

Art & illustrations

  1. Small and Disposable

    Bonnie Shelesny

    Page 90
  2. NPEP x VI 2024 Exhibit

    Northwestern Prison Education Program Visibility Initiative

    Page 92
  3. My Truth

    DeWayne Power Robinson

    Page 93
  4. Unfulfilled Dreams

    Jamal “Cincere” Jones

    Page 94
  5. All Things in Color

    Erika Ray

    Page 95
  6. Carceral Reflections

    Ian Valencia

    Page 96
  7. On the Rise with Fly

    Flynard “Fly” Miller

    Page 97
  8. Learning 2 Balance

    Bonnie D. Shelesny

    Page 98
  9. Shine Bright

    Chelsea Raker

    Page 98
  10. My Universe

    Mrs. Cindy Shepheard-Robinette

    Page 99
  11. Domestic Violence Is Learned and Begins in the Home. Child Abuse.

    Patricia (Patty) Ouska

    Page 100
  12. Unfinished

    Edmond Duffin

    Page 101
  13. Student at the Bus Stop

    Miguelangel Garcia

    Page 102
  14. Signed in Blood

    Demetrice “DC” Crite

    Page 103
  15. Me

    Rochelle Sephus

    Page 104
  16. Sunset

    Margaret DeFrancisco

    Page 104
  17. Still Dreaming

    Hugo Ocon

    Page 105
  18. Amor

    Blanca Solis

    Page 106
  19. A Journey from Pain

    E.L. Burnside

    Page 107
  20. My Reason to Live

    Melinda Warfel

    Page 107

Community

  1. Life on the Outside: Brandon Perkins

    Donnell Green

    Page 109
  2. Logan Students Perform in “Look at Me: Raise Your Hand”

    Jeanine A. Elam

    Page 111
  3. Info, Letters, & Updates

    Northwestern Insider

    Page 113
  4. Welcome, Cohort 5!

    Northwestern Insider

    Page 117
  5. Contribute, Connect, Acknowledgments

    Northwestern Insider

    Page 118
  6. Introducing UPEP

    Northwestern Insider

    Page 120

Behind the cover

  1. Behind the Cover

    Patricia Ouska

    Page 122